10 October 2010, Sunday

BRO and SIS-IN-LAW's ROM =)

SOT TEAM ONE!

ERN ERN and ROLAND's Wedding Dinner! =)

EXPO SUNPLAYGP! =D

14 September, Tuesday

I love this photo very much! My first class photo!

Look at the toddlers! They are simply so adorable over here!!! =D

17 September, Friday

woooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!

Time to revive my blog!

First event celebration after SOT is Mid-Autumn Festival!

with my pretty Cg members playing with lantern! Fun!! =D

5 August, Thursday

Hello....... Happy 21st Birthday CHC! This is the place I found my purpose, my destiny, my all! I love the House of God! I love Pastor Kong and Sun! =) I will continue to stay planted in this house forever!! Our greater days are yet to come! Thank You, God for everything!!!

Counting down to Graduation and a new chapter of my life unfolds again...................................................................................... 23days!

My SOT Journey so far is amazing! I love God more and more each day! I am living for Jesus each day! I want more of You, Holy Spirit each day! I want to be a blessing to all! Fulfilling the Cultural Mandate! Christianity is a lifestyle! Bring Christ into Culture!

I shall upload all my stories and photos of SOT journey when I have my total freedom from stress. Hee. Thank God I submitted all my assignment! Now i'm still left with bible reading and exams!!!

I love chapel sessions with various Pastor. Today we have a special speaker. He is Pastor Mark Conner's Father, Pastor Kevin Conner. He is simply awesome. At the age of 83. He preached with much strength and joy. So amazed! He is funny too! haha. Thank God for sending him to share the message of grace to us! Love is the fulfillment of the law! Walking in balance! Jesus came to bring grace and truth!

Here's to share a blog entry of Pastor Mark Conner that inspires me... He is in coming to CHC this week! I believe He is going to share a great word! =D
http://markconner.typepad.com/catch_the_wind/2010/06/daily-habits.html

9 June, Wednesday

3 months of beautiful encounter with God in SOT had gone!
3 more months of awesome adventure with God in SOT! I'm in love SOT! =)

Thank God for walking me through the days in SOT. Waking up early, developing a habit to put on make-up, travelling from TPY to Pioneer daily. This could not have been possible, if not have a heart that is hunger of His presence. I will probably be dragging my feet. To my surprise, I enjoyed the journey every morning, squeezing into the train with the crowds of people, standing all the way to clementi station. Where i can only find a seat when most people alight at clementi. I like reading bible or reading book on the train. I know God is with me every step I take, everywhere I go there He is too. Thank U, Lord!

There are so many wonderful things God had did in my life when I was in SOT. I did not have time to blog for a month. Felt physical exhausted, studying, working and serving God. Thank God for his strength and grace, I am strong and healthy!!!!

Thank God for the many encounter with the Holy Spirit and the many revelations I received! I am blessed! I am loved!

Apr - Thank God for seeing me through Mock Cg! Thank God for the successful open house and Company Retreat to Malacca!

May - Thank God for the chance to go Zoo and Airport with Wong's family and Megan Yeo!
Thank God for the opportunity to speak a word into a China's schoolmate life. Felt encouraged by her words too. Thank God for friends I met in SOT. Celebrated Candice and Debbie's 21 birthday! Love their celebration! Had a BBQ outing with my team mates. Love the FUN! Thank God for friendship in CG and PG!! I love fellowshipping with them all!!

Thank God for His LOVE for ME!

Thank God for Asia Conference! Thank God for great Pastors and Leaders! Thank God for His house! CITY HARVEST CHURCH! I love my Church! I love my Pastors! I love my friends! He who is in me is greater than he who is in the world! WE are more than conquerors in Christ! WE will go through this season together as one in the body of Christ! WE are a family that stick together no mattter what! =)

SOT celebrated Pastor Bobby's birthday today, I felt rather touched. Though is not my birthday! haha. He is cool man!

So Far, We had learnt foundational truth 2, going on to perfection, home cell group leadership, gift of the Holy Spirit, homiletics, authority for victory, book of romans (to be continued by Pastor Kong).... now sermon on the mount!!!

Love all the chapel services by various Pastors and the leaders meeting too!

This is my SOT journey so far...

I got to do my book review. 5 to be submitted by end of June but I only done 2. Way to go, Phoebe!

Thank God, I managed to complete my bible reading for month of April and May! Now June, I'm a bit far behind!

What's else...... got to prepare 10 sermons... preaching test coming...

There's more things next month, July....... Mission trips!!! Pastor Mike Connell (deliverance), 5 more assignments to submitted.

It's getting exciting!!!! Before I knew it, in the blink of an eye, it's the month of August!!!

Whereby I know it's hard to let go................ Graduation!!!! Team one is the best! We got MR Asia Conference, Lionel... I like my team mates so much.... They are awesome people! I love the tawainese too! (My heartfelt desires to go Taiwan to fulfill my plan with my beloved friend, Zel)

Oh... I gonna treasure each moments I have in SOT now before it ends!

Another New chapter of my life will begin in SEPTEMBER.... well, that's it for now! I shall update more soon...... God bless us all!

Love is the greatest motivator in life - Pastor Kong =)

22 April, Thursday

I missed my nephew and niece! Requested them to take photos with me at AMK HUB NTUC ;)

my sister commented that is so funny to take photo at NTUC! Yea! Fun!!

19 April, Monday

Awesome time with Pastor Kong. From morning prayer to book of Romans!

16 April, Friday

My wonderful SOT Team mates in JW audi!!!

14 April, Wednesday

For the first time, I am free in the morning! No mock CG today and tomorrow! Praying for my team and friends whom have mock cg this week! Mine is on 29 and 30 Apr. More time to prepare and time to do my work for Open House now!!! Lord, Let your will be done, not my will!!!

I thank God for sending Pastor Ming to teach in SOT. Really received and learned a lot from him. Thank God for Pastor John Bevere too! It was an awesome time with him on monday! Don't try to defend for yourself, God will defend for us. Spirit of intimidation is out of our lives!!!!

God spoke on 9 Apr,
Dearest girl,
I have heard your cry.
I know the deepest desires of your heart.
I want you to be happy.
For happy is the people whose Lord is their God!
Seek me! Seek my presence!
Your fear will be taken away.
Your dream will come to pass as you stay in my presence.
Worship me!
Let your worship be as sweet smelling aroma that will rises to my throne!
I will hear your worship and cry!
Love, God

God spoke on 13 April,
Gal, step out in the boldness.
Do not be fearful.
Step into the unknown.
Don't be afraid you'll fall.
For I have already prepared and set you up for your future.
Look at it as it is already given and received it openly.
I will help you through.
I want you to be happy.
I'm here for you.
I have seen your desires and will bring it to pass.
Nothing is too hard for me!
watch and pray!
I love you, God.

9 April, Friday

Settlers' cafe with CG E444

8 April, Thursday

XLB Buffet with SOT TEAM 1! SUPER FUN!!! =P

April 7, Wednesday

I was literally touched by His presence everyday!! Thank You Lord!! Felt His presence so real in SOT! Encounter upon encounter!!! Love having Pastor Ming as the lecturer for the day! Both entertaining and refreshing!! =) Anointed and humorous!!

Pastor brought us into the tabernacle. From the outer court to the holy place and to the holy of holies. He got us to write down what God spoke to us...................... my journal!

God spoke on 29 Mar,
Dearest Zhen,
I want you to believe for family's salvation! All will be saved!
You will be bold and courageous in your workplace.
Do not be afraid that you cannot do it or not able to complete your task.
I will be with you, giving you the boldness and ability.
Empowering you to do your best in the marketplace.
Dream bigger, for I am the Lord your God.
Love, Daddy God.
(one way communication)

God spoke on 6 Apr,
My dearest daughter,
I want you to know that I am always with you.
At the cross, I give my life for you.
Come to me daily and commune with me.
I love you with an everlasting love.
My precious girl, I have a great future for you.
Do not be afriad to step out when I called you.
I will be there for you.
I have overcome the world for you!
Come to me, seek my presence, there I will meet with you!
Love, Jesus.

Dear God,
I am sorry. I am fearful.
I do not know what my future holds for me.
All I know is to hang on to you.
I know your love for me is forever.
Lord, thank you for your love.
Thank you for always being there for me.
I am not worthy.
I do not deserve this life.
But you give it to me.
I know my future is secure in you!
Thank you Lord.
I love you, Zhen.

Dear child,
I know what you desires in your life.
Do not be afraid.
I understand and will see you through.
Wait upon me.
I will grant you the desires of your heart.
Trust me, my girl.
Love, Jesus!
(two way communication)

1 April, Thursday

To God be the Glory!

I haven been blogging for a long long time. SOT has been the best part of my life so far. Indeed one day in his courts is better than a thousand days elsewhere. Love staying in his presence. Many miracles happened in my life in a way. I thought this could just be God!!! 1st blessings to have a nice team mate, as she offered to give me a lift a few times on cab to the place that she wants to go. Amazingly is the place she goes, will surely have bus 124 for me to go to my workplace. I can at least sit and eat at the hawker before going to work. 2nd blessings, my salary remains, my pay was not cut, just that I been ask to take unpaid leave. I feel is good! My God is an awesome God! I thank God for understanding supervisor, though I did not get to finish my lesson plan on time and did not manage to do portfoilo as requested. She guided me and gave me grace! Indeed I am living under the shelter of blessings when I am in SOT!! I prayed for more of His anointing to rain down on me!! One dream I desired is my family's salvation!! All things are possible!!!

I am totally dependent on God's grace and strength!!
I have my centre's lesson plan, evaluation, preparation work, activity and new child observation, objective, portfoilo to be done in Jesus' name!!
I have my SOT's assignments, bible reading, mock cg coming up!!!

I will breakthrough for sure in Jesus' name!!!

24 March, Wednesday

God is good all the time! All the time God is good!

God has been really good to me in this 2 weeks of SOT.

So blessed to be in His presence and among His people!!

Loving the Holy Spirit more and Living my life worth for God to use!

His 2nd coming is so so so near!!! Lord, use me to reach out to my family and friends!!!

15 March, Monday

SOT Team 1 2010

Thanks Sharon for always being my pillar! Love u deep!!!

This day marks the day of a new beginning!!!
Thank God for calling me into SOT! Feel really blessed. Thank God for his Holy Spirit! Comforting me after going through valley last week. Getting to know the spirit as a person and leaning on his powers for many great works! I believe next 6 months will be great!!!!

10 March, Wednesday

I cried bucket of tears today! I can sense it even in the morning. I just feel that something is going to happen today 10/03/2010. Everything was ok until I off work and checked my phone. Saw my godmum's sms: "can come my house?" When I saw it, I thought something must be happening to my goddad. I tried not to think about it and think that maybe she want to pass me something. While walking to his house, I was listening to fm. When I was about to reach, 883fm was playing Lee Hom's song - one world one dream. I encouraged myself when I listened to that song. Every thing gonna be alright. The moment I step into his house, my godmum asked me to go see my goddad at his room. He was lying on his bed. His brothers were calling out his name. When I called him, he opened up his eyes and look at me and within a second, he breathed his last and close his eyes. I was speechless. My second witness of someone dying infront of me. I could not do anything but to pray for him in my heart. I can feel the peace of God in that place. He left this world peacefully. I need to be by my godmum and godbro's side for next few days. God, I need your strength and grace!

7 March, Sunday

Arise to another PG service! Matter always happen when our special kids came. Stress! Gonna take responsibilities and face the parents. But was quite brighten up by Lara's words when she said "Bye Guys" as she goes off with her dad. So cute and mature!

Another blessings came when my beloved IC "Jo-ann" gave me $15 as she felt led during the service to bless me for the singles dinner tomorrow. She said, "I am investing in u!" and she gave me a big hug. WOW. That's a great encouragement. I almost moved to tears.

I felt so strongly that I will be able to find the right person this year. As everyone is wanting me to get attached this year. Even my parents, sister and brother were talking about it. They never mentioned or asked me before about having a BF. This year, I heard so many times about them mentioning.

I put my trust in God. Though I'm not feeling excited for the dinner tomorrow, but who knows I probably meet someone there. Haha. If not, maybe in SOT! It's all depend on God's plan. His will and not my will! =)

6 March, Saturday

This is the day that the Lord has made, we will rejoice and be glad in it.
God is awesome!!!
All Glory to God!

It's our building fund weekend today. I pay my tithe using AXS machine at Tpy yesterday!
I want to obey the voice of God. Today as I was hearing from God to pledge the amount to write and to give for offering. I feel led by the Holy Spirit to give $50. It's my first step of faith to give more than before for offering. Indeed God is will never short change us and God is always faithful! I was rather tight in my financial. Worrying about how my income will come when I shift to part-time hours and need to pay my SOT fees at the same time. God is amazing! When I went to the atm after service to withdraw money, I look at the receipt. I thought for a moment, my contact lens was blur. Then I looked carefully, I received 2000 plus sum of money more in my account. God is always on time!!! I remember that was my allowance for studying for my DPT last year from NTUC. Woohooooooooooooooooooooo!!!! 2010 is truly a great year!!! more blessing and promises will come to past eventually as I wait. =)

5 March, Friday

It's time to arise and build God a Awesome House!!

Everything has gone back to normal after CNY! Can't believe that we are in the month of MARCH now! This week, I simply go through work as routine. Still there were conflicts with parents and colleagues. But I just don't take it to heart now. I do my best at work. Letting go and letting God. God is in control!

I love the toddlers very much. They will always stun me with something. I saw uncle's car parked outside our centre few wks back and told the kids that is my car when we went for outdoor walk. (I told them this is Teacher Phoebe's car). The kids actually remember and out of sudden some day while we were doing music and movement they said Teacher Phoebe's car. I was like, what on earth they were thinking! Why did they mention Teacher Phoebe's car. haha. so adorable! Alden is so funny today. Joker! usually we don't pat children to sleep but he is the one who requires more attention. Thus, i pat him as requested by him. While I was patting him, he turned over and asked me a question pointing to his lips. "my lips nice anot"? I fainted!!! =D

Counting down! 9 more days to SOT!! Adventure awaiting! =)

26 February, Friday

my last and 8th round of yu sheng with CG member at Lydia's place................. haha!!!! blessings, breakthrough is coming my way!!!